Thursday, July 23, 2009

I am now getting a major job complex...

I was laid off yet again. Can you believe it? well neither can I! And this could not come at a worse time. I find myself not throwing myself into this job hunting thing, like I did the first time around. I am TIRED!

I feel used by this last company. I help set everything up and then was left behind. Makes me quite pissed off.

The search goes on, and on!

On a lighter note I have officially lost a little over 30lbs. Go me. YAY! But I wish I was 30lbs lighter with a great JOB.

And lately I am feeling disconnected, withdrawn from Gary and the kids. I am trying to enjoy them, but depressions nasty little head is poking out again. Working on getting it out of my face. I want to enjoy this time I have with the kids before they start Kindergarten next month.


tejanamama said...

((((((((((((((((Hugs))))))))))))))))) wish i was there honey!! I know how you feel with the disconnected stuff. SO PIST ABOUT YOUR JOB!! wtf idiots! gonna bite them in the ass later. :( HOpe you find something before too long!

CandCFamily said...

So sorry E! It truly sucks!

Lacy said...

Congrats on the weightloss! That is fantastic!! You'll find a better job, just stay positive.

Al's CL Reviews said...

Yay on the WL!
Boo on the job. I'm sorry because you talked about how you really liked it.